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OK, today is my due date.  The baby has no more reasons for stalling!!!!  I look like a swollen water buffalo.  I literally CANNOT wait to feel my first contraction.  I told my husband to remind me of this when I’m 12 hours into labor!  This is pretty crazy though.  Even though today is my due date, I feel that I’m late or something.  I guess it’s just because I’m so big and uncomfortable that I can’t imagine getting even bigger and more uncomfortable the longer that I go past my due date.  I’m so nervous and anxious about having natural childbirth.  It’s really hard to basically wait around for something to start happening that you know is just going to hurt really, REALLY badly!!!  But, at least when it starts, I’ll know that it will be over eventually.  Then comes the really hard part…actually taking care of my baby!  When I think of all of the things that I can mess up and probably will mess up…Geez!!!  I actually just started sweating!  Good grief.  I need to go lie down……….

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