Aug 07 2008
I am a terrible person!!!
I am truly sick of being pregnant. I mean, I really can’t take it any more. My due date is August 11th and I’m really at the end of my rapidly fraying rope. Is there something wrong with me? I feel guilty that I feel this way but at the same time, I WANT THIS KID OUT!!!! I have an OB appointment tomorrow and I’m actually thinking of ways that I can convince her to induce me. I mean, I’ve gone through the entire nine months without taking so much as a Tylenol, watching what I eat, not being around smokers, not using my face wash or eye drops and now, I’m all like, “Give me drugs and get this kid out!!” The doctor said that they will induce if I am ten days past my due date. What the….!?!?!?!?! I don’t think I can make it. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry. I crossed the line between being uncomfortable to just honestly being in pain about four days ago. I’ve also reached the point where I’m nasty and cranky…which really stinks because that is not me at all. I’m just thankful that my husband is so understanding…the poor guy! I just wish I knew if other moms felt this way at the end of their pregnancy or if I really am just awful. Any comments about this would be sincerely appreciated!!!
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Honey, don’t feel guilty. Everyone I know (except my sister - but she was one of those freaky people that gained 13 lbs and was gardening 2 days after her really easy labor and delivery) is begging for the baby to come out at this point in the pregnancy. It’s normal. You are uncomfortable, you are anxious to meet the baby and you are hormonal. don’t worry.
With my sister’s pregnancy (because she wanted to have the baby on a date that she knew a certain nurse knew would be working and get her a private room), at the end she was going to go to the hospital that day and claim she had been have contractions every 4 minutes for hours hoping they would induce after a while to get things moving. Fortunately, the little guy wanted to come out that night anyway and she didn’t have to put her plan in action.
Take care!
~Kelly
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Kelly,
Thank you so much for the encouragement! I just can’t believe I’m still pregnant! SIGH!!! It’s nice to know that I’m not a completely horrible person because I just really don’t want to be pregnant anymore!!!!
Cherie